Warning: post about weight again...

We were watching The Biggest Loser tonight. We are down to the makeover week and I got very depressed while watching it. Heba was trying on a dress that my favorite guy from Project Runway, Christian told her to try on. She said there was no way it would fit her because of it's size. Well it did fit her. I'm depressed because I still think she looks pretty big but the size she tried on is smaller than what I wear. I know I'm a big girl but I didn't think I was bigger than Heba. Oh, how it hurts when reality hits you! I told my family right then and there to never ever let me eat again. I'm now telling all of my friends and family, do not let me eat that cookie that I want to eat! To those friends who I work with, do not let me put mayo on that sub! And for heavens sake, will somebody just drag me to the gym?! I can't get there on my own. I know it and you know it, so just get me off my fat duff and get me to the gym. I'm obviously not adult enough to do it myself. P.S. Please no comments about how I still look good no matter what. We all know it's a lie. What I need right now is some tough love from everybody around me. I'm begging you all!!! I don't want to look bigger than Heba anymore!!!